Yo soy un solitario no mas

I changed my mind. It's not a girlfriend that I miss, it's attention that I miss. I'll admit it, I really need attention and encouragement. I get down on myself fairly easy. Although I refuse to allow myself to dig my own hole, it seems like it always ends up dug out anyway. I can't explain it. My life right now is fluxing too much considering there is no reason for it to be this way. I need to wake up and snap out of it because I am here to do things for the Lord and nothing can stop me.

It's always something. Gambling. Alcohol. Lust. Depression. Loneliness.

Take your pick, and I bet on any given day I am acting upon one of these things. And before you say, "What's wrong with depression/loneliness?", think about this... What circumstances do we experience that usually lead us to sin ... Depression & Loneliness? I think so. We allow this to come over us. It can be stopped.

Pray.
Be Optimistic.
Make Friends: do NOT isolate youself.
Curse the devil in Christ's name if these feelings engulf you.
Be involved in a church/singles/faith-led organization.

Although I have some great friends, I still feel the need to shout out to the world that I need somebody, someone that can be accountable for me, someone that is close, someone that shares similar faith, someone filled with LIFE, energetic and outgoing... cuz right now I just don't feel these things.

I never admit to being lonely, but I've decided that I am. It's leading to other sin that can be stopped by chopping out the root of the problem. So, I need to take my advice and apply it and keep praying for a friend that's nearby. I know he/she will come my way. Everytime I talk to a friend or someone I haven't seen in a while I become a better person.
Conversation is an amazing thing!

Bottom line: I'm not searching for a girlfriend.
I'm searching for accountability, attention, and more long, intelligent conversation.
Loneliness is for the birds.