Seeing it in a different light

A fresh sense of maturity has taken over my thinking lately. Ever since I arrived back in Houston, after my Amarillo week long trip, I feel more in tune with everything. I'm comfortable now mainly because I know where I am in life and I accept that.

I can decipher what my life's puzzle is starting to reveal. It's all coming together. The outside has been built, and now I am working on the interior. I just have to choose the right pieces.

Lately though, I haven't had much confidence. I'm rarely happy with myself.. I always expect the best and I've let myself down so many times that it's led to a frustrating time. All-in-all, I still believe in myself, but I'm only satisfied when I'm making progress of some form everyday.

I probably just need to relax and let go of the steering wheel. If I'd let Him take control I know in my heart that the road He travels is best. For some reason, I won't let one hand loose, because I don't feel at ease without being in control, at least to an extent. I still feel the need to jerk the wheel if I don't like where the road is taking me. What is there to be afraid of anyway? I trust God. I believe I can accomplish anything. So what will it take?

The solution for me right now... Let go.